This song resonates with every fiber of my being at the moment:
Sometimes things in life happen to us that we would never expect. They come out of left field like a dump truck, run you over, and don’t hit the brakes to see if you survived or are even okay for that matter. This is my life right now. I am okay, or I will be. No need to send me a thousand emails or private messages, please. There are just some things people have to deal with alone. This is one of those things and definitely one of those times.
I don’t have the answers for what happened. I’m not sure I ever will. My heart aches and my soul is on fire. However, I refuse to let this define me. I refuse to succumb to the sadness.
I choose to be happy because we all have to make choices.
I choose to not let this or anything else stand in my way.
Am I being cryptic? Yes, because what happened to me is just that, it happened to me. This is my fight.
I plan to win.
P.S. I love this quote right now: The most powerful weapon on earth is the human soul on fire. - Marshal Ferdinand Foch